I’m here to tell you about my first flight.
And the flight I was on.
It was on a flight from Edmonton to Calgary.
I was on the right side of the cabin.
On the left.
The cabin was right-side up, with the aisle right, and I was in a seat facing the aisle.
And my seatmate was sitting right-hand side, so I was facing him.
So we were about to land.
I was about to go down the aisle to take off.
And then, in the middle of the aisle, I heard a loud popping noise.
And it was my seat mate coming over.
He had his hands on his hips.
And he was like, “what is going on?”
And then, all of a sudden, he said, “well, my boyfriend was right there.”
So, it was kind of a shock.
It wasn’t that he was in front of me.
He was right behind me.
But the whole thing happened in a split second.
And I was like “well what am I supposed to do?”
And he said “don’t worry about it, I know what to do.”
And then I realized, this is a guy that I’ve been with for three years, and we’ve never talked about this before.
I didn’t know what the hell to say.
He said, he was fine, and he went right ahead.
And then he got up, and the other passenger, he just sat there, looking at me like, I guess he’s kind of angry that he lost his virginity to a woman that’s not his girlfriend.
And you know, it’s like, well, he probably should have stayed on that plane, I mean he was flying.
But that was the first time I was actually able to tell my boyfriend that, like, he’s not really a virgin.
So that was really cool.
But then, after that, I went home.
And we had sex.
And that was it.
So I was really upset that I had said that, and so, I had a really hard time explaining it.
And, you know what, I was a little depressed that night.
But, you see, it kind of helped me sort of cope.
It really helped me to accept my own sexuality.
And there’s no denying that.
But at the same time, I also think that it really helped to let people know that it’s okay to be themselves.
That’s really what I was trying to get across.
So, I think that a lot of people, for whatever reason, they’ve kind of lost the connection that they had with being in their own space.
And so, a lot more people than ever before are in their space.
A lot of them are in the pilot’s seat, and they’re really, really alone.
And a lot less people are out in the real world.
They’re out in public.
They can’t get their own job done.
So there’s a lot fewer people out there.
And they’ve become really, very disconnected from the world.
And so, one of the things that I really wanted to do was sort of, try to break that down.
And talk about what it feels like to be in your own space, and what it’s actually like to experience it.
I wanted to show people that it is actually okay to feel connected to the world, and to have some control over it.
And one of those things is that I don’t think I’ve ever felt as disconnected as I did when I was first getting my first sexual experience.
And for me, it came after a long time of not feeling like I had control over my own body, or feeling like there was a lot that I didn of control over.
And even when I started dating, and really starting to feel comfortable with myself, and kind of becoming my own person, it wasn’t until I started seeing people who had that same experience.
So it was really just kind of the other side of that coin.
And really, I’ve kind, like I was always a pretty self-aware person, but I’ve really learned a lot about self-acceptance and self-love.
And actually, I learned a whole lot about being able to be my own sex and sexual self.
And to not be ashamed of my sexuality, or the things I’ve done.
And it’s not like I’ve always felt like I could control anything, but, you have to be able to say, I’m not in control of my body, and my sexuality.
It’s not something I feel like I have to control.
I don, like my body is really my choice.
And maybe it’s something I’ve just never had the opportunity to feel like that before.
So I’m trying to show that, you can be your own sex, and your own sexual self, and you can